32 RELATIONSHIP REPORT FOR SAIDA AND TIMUR Composite Mars in square (within 3.9 degrees) with Chiron The planetary energies conflict; internal and creative tensions bring rich rewards through effort over time. With this aspect in your composite chart you are likely to be engaged in a relationship in which there is difficulty and also great healing potential with expressing anger, exerting personal will or standing up versus knuckling under to authority. It may be that one or both of you have had painful experiences, perhaps in your early childhood, with violence or potential violence on the part of someone close to you. If so, you may fear the power of your own anger, or seek to placate your opponent in situations where a direct confrontation is brewing only to subtly retaliate later on, the hallmark of a "passiveaggressive" attitude. As you continually work through whatever arises in your daily interactions with each other, these types of issues may come up for acceptance and eventual healing. Since the powerful emotions associated with such woundings hover below the level of consciousness it is often the case that your self-awareness around them truly begins to manifest only in your relationship connection. You may also be called upon as a partnership to exert a beneficial influence regarding these issues on others around you. When you become more conscious and accepting of these patterns in yourself, as you work through them in the course of this relationship, you will less and less need to act them out either suppressed with passivity or with bluster. A better level of integration is possible, producing a more selfassured and powerful personality. Composite Jupiter in septile (within 0.1 degrees) with Saturn The planetary energies darkly interact; incline to occult dimensions apart from socially accepted norms. This aspect brings to the relationship a serious and conscientious quality with however a tendency toward the impractical. Though the two of you are motivated to achieve success, you will likely run into some self-imposed barriers on the road to achieving it. There may be a gap between your ambition and what you actually can accomplish. You tend not to be content with the extent of your responsibilities until you have taken on too much, leading to the problem of actually fulfilling these obligations. As a partnership, you also may have too limited and narrow a view of your potential, so that you aim too low, and garner less than you are capable of. This could lead to problems with material well being, or a tendency toward being too cautious and thrifty for your own good. Your relationship benefits from cultivating a more confident and generous attitude, and finding greater contentment with your present resources.
33 RELATIONSHIP REPORT FOR SAIDA AND TIMUR Composite Jupiter in inconjunct (within 1.0 degrees) with Chiron The planetary energies do not flow smoothly, one or the other predominates; discrimination must be employed. With this aspect in your composite chart you are likely to be engaged in a relationship that has a strong connection with it's own unique brand of spirituality. One or both of you may have been wounded in your inherited beliefs in some way; perhaps in your early life you may have been forced into relationship with some sort of spiritual community to which you did not feel a deep bond. If so, this issue remains to haunt you to a greater or lesser extent in your adult life, and it is likely that this relationship will have a positive affect on the situation. Through conversations and activities with your partner, you may well feel your way into a different and more fulfilling connection with the divine, as manifesting in each of your hearts and minds, although not necessarily from the standpoint of any other societal group. Together you have an abiding interest in matters of religion and philosophy, although this is likely to represent your own style of spiritual involvement rather than any form of spiritual institution. Composite Neptune in inconjunct (within 0.3 degrees) with Chiron The planetary energies do not flow smoothly, one or the other predominates; discrimination must be employed. With this aspect in your composite chart you have in your relationship a strong spiritual connection and an almost psychic sympathy with each other, based on your own experiences in these sensitive areas. One or both of you is likely to have particularly strong access to the world of dreams and inner fantasy, which may serve as an escape valve. If so, there may be a wound to your sense of place in this physical world. You may be extremely sensitive to the energy of others, and vicariously experience their pain, or become easily influenced by their opinion of you. Something perhaps keeps you out of touch with consensus reality, and you are not very comfortable with this role. It is as if you stand on the other side of a glass door from the rest of society, through which you alternately gaze longingly and then lose interest and wander away into your own fantasy. Your spiritual evolution involves moving through this issue, and there is a way that this relationship will be an important steppingstone for both of the partners in this regard. There may also be issues to work through regarding too much idealism or selfsacrifice by one of you. Once you have begun to work through these difficulties and establish a better sense of where you each stand vis a vis the remainder of society, the two of you are capable of tremendous spiritual powers. Together you may build bridges from this world to the visionary other,