9 SOLAR RETURN REPORT FOR EVA that your feelings are confused, or embrace illusory notions that blur the distinction between your dreams and your insights, or you might suffer actual emotional deception or manipulation this year as a result of being dreamier than usual and more willing to blindly trust. You also might be tempted to see potential or actual relationships through rose-colored glasses and therefore evade the reality of the situation, or in some other way escape what is really going on with you. It helps when you can consistently return to the rock-bottom truth of your own standpoint. This is not an obvious path since it might also be easy for you to attempt to avoid your innermost self or the truth of who you truly are. In a more positive manifestation, you can use the gift of your enhanced sensitivity this year to extend compassion and understanding to people around you. Although you must guard against being taken advantage of, you are in an essentially beautiful space right now regarding the world and those that you encounter in it. Moon in inconjunct (within 0.6 degrees) with Chiron The planetary energies do not flow smoothly, one or the other predominates; discrimination must be employed. With the Moon in dynamic aspect to Chiron in your Solar Return chart, over these twelve months leading up to your next birthday, your emotional emphasis is on tuning in to your instincts in a positive way to promote healing, in spite of issues that might arise. Emotional woundings from the past could come up for you and your challenge is to move beyond your original hurt and to understand yourself much better at your deeper levels. Your emotions might be intensified dramatically this year. Painful issues could arise within the areas of relationship in particular, and with parental nurturing you received or its lack. You might also have a difficult time drawing boundaries between yourself and others. You are being called to investigate old and perhaps dysfunctional patterns of relating. If you stick to the task, the eventual effect of all the attention that you are able to bring to this area will be greater self-reliance and a better acceptance of the feminine and nurturing side of yourself. It is also possible for you to have a profound healing experience with your mother or an important female figure in your life over these twelve months. Wounds from prior associations that left you feeling raw, unsafe or not nurtured in some way could be released in a powerful catharsis. The positive manifestation of this energy you could also promote a healing relationship between those you nurture most in your own intimate relationships.
10 SOLAR RETURN REPORT FOR EVA Over the course of a year of powerful emotional healing, and one in which your feelings are also enlivened by a growing sense of your spirituality, you have the potential of being able to make a better connection with your deeper needs and with the more integrated self within you that is struggling to emerge. Important Features Jupiter in Sagittarius (16° Sag 01'R) Jupiter in the Twelfth House Ruler of rising sign Jupiter in your Solar Return chart indicates an area of positive attitude and favorable circumstances over this twelve-month period until your next birthday. With Jupiter placed in the Twelfth House this year, the emphasis is placed on the highest connection you can possibly make to the divine. You may long to transcend the boundaries of your current reality and swim in the unconditional love and peace that your faith shows you as possible. The awareness of your unconscious is expanded and if you are in a healthy emotional state this could be a very beneficial time for you where you attain important soul growth and tap into your most spiritual and imaginative side. Meditation, yoga and dream journaling are all helpful tools to this end. If however you are having a difficult time right now, this expansion might only serve to create a feeling of drowning in the abyss of your emotions and pain. This year, for better or worse, you are exquisitely in touch with the sacrifice, compassion and anguish that lies at the heart of your psyche. The silent "knowing" that you are part of a greater plan and are divinely protected - even through your darkest hour - will be enough to allow you to climb into the sunlight. The most positive indication for you however is an unshakable faith and belief in the highest good of all mankind. You have an unshakable faith at this time that you are divinely connected and inspired, and that everyone is part of the master plan and your brother or sister. This is a wonderful gift that will long outlast the ups and downs of any particular year of your life. Neptune in Pisces (18° Pis 38'R) Neptune in the Fourth House With Neptune placed in the fourth house of your Solar Return chart, over this twelvemonth period leading up to your next birthday there is a spiritual emphasis on connections to family and also regarding your deepest roots. This will ultimately better connect you to your own soul and to the collective unconscious as well.